It hurts

I tried really hard para lang mabalik yung dati
But every time I try, it just gets worse
Matagal na pero I still like her and it really hurts
This song is for me and para sa lahat na gaya ko na naga-effort parin para sa isang tao pero useless parin
Biglaan by: 6cyclemind

Nandito nakaukit pa rin sa puso ko, 
Ng sabihin mong "wag na lang".
Nandito nakatatak pa rin sa isip ko, 
Kung paano mo tinalikuran ang lahat.
Kay bilis ba't umalis, nakakamiss

Na bigla lang di ko man lamang nalaman
Na mawawala, 
Na bigla lang di mo man lamang naisip
Na idahan-dahan.
Hindi ako sanay sa biglaan, 
Unti unti na lang sanang nawala.

Hindi ba natin kayang magkunwari, 
At sabihin "sige na lang"
Hindi ba natin kayang dayain, 
Ang mga yakap sa tuwing lumalamig
Kay bilis, ba't umalis, nakakamiss... 

Na bigla lang di ko man lamang nalaman
Na mawawala, 
Na bigla lang di mo man lamang naisip
Na idahan-dahan.
Hindi ako sanay sa biglaan, 
Unti unti na lang sanang nawala.

Hindi ako sanay sa biglaan, 
Unti unti na lang sanang nawala.
Di ko man lamang nalaman
Na mawawala, 
Na bigla lang di mo man lamang naisip
Na idahan-dahan.

Na bigla lang!... 
Na bigla lang!...

Credits to: Lyricsmode.com

Why is it the harder I try, the harder it gets?

It still hurts. Love really hurts. I never thought that the first girl that I ever get serious about would break my heart just like that. She may have forgotten it, but it is still as clear as day, the words that came out of her mouth. She gave up on me, she gave up on us. It all began during my second year in high school, I was captured by her smile and I became addicted to it. I lived everyday just to see that smile. During my third year in high school, I made my move and began talking to her, I began talking to her everyday that I would spend my allowance just to load my cellphone. One day, she asked me who my crush is then I asked her what would she do if I said she is my crush, then he just smiled and then I said I like her she also said the same thing to me and our relationship got deeper and deeper until I almost fell inlove with her. During the valentines, I went to manila for a research contest, she said valentines is lonely without me. So on my way home, I bought some teddy bear, flowers and chocolates. She was very happy and I also felt that time saying how I feel, that I really loved her but I didn't have the courage to do so. Days passed, I thought to give her a necklace and on the month of march I gave it to her and she accepted it. At that time, I really want to say that I loved her but I still cannot gather my courage to say it. Days passed by, it was summer and she invited me out to watch some movies. I was really happy that I cant sleep at night. The day finally came and we watched the movie, we held hands the whole movie and we ate and ate and strolled around the mall but I still cannot state my feelings. Days passed by and summer days are coming to an end then one day, she stopped texting me and I asked the reason whats the problem then she explained it all to me that she wants to be just us to be normal anymore, she said that it's against her religion and his fellow churchmates. She wants to focus on her studies, well what can I do, I tries chasing again back to her but she kept on making me fall back. I didn't knew it was this hard, this was the first time I ever cried on a girl, and I didn't even said that I loved her, I am such a fool. Well, that's just how life is, people just come and go but it's hard to find someone who will stay with you until the end of time. Well, I still love her and I'll keep chasing her and that's one of my good points :) so this is Zy.ril Jay Clavel signing out saying dont rush yourselves getting into love and be just patient. I realized after all that it was me that was my problem, I got too carried away and rushed myself. Anyway, I hope you learnt something from my own sad love story :-)

Hiram na Buhay

Bakit ang tao'y namamatay? Bakit kailangang mamatay ng tao?
Ang ating buhay ay isang hiram na buhay lamang
Ito ay bigay sa atin ng Poong Maykapal
Di natin alam kung kailan, di natin alam kung paano
at di natin alam kung saan

Bakit ang tao'y natatakot mamatay?
Ako, handa na akong mamatay
Handa na akong makasama ang Diyos
Ikaw, handa ka na ba?

Kung di ka pa handang mamatay
may pinagsisihan ka ba sa buhay mo?
may gusto ka pa bang gustong balikan sa buhay mo?
Ako, wala na
Dahil kahit isang minuto ng buhay ko wala akong pinagsisihan
kahit may mga malungkot na panahon
di ko ito pinagsisihan
Tanggap ko ang kinabukasang ibinigay sa akin ng panginoon

Pero dapat maging masaya tayo
kahit na alam natin na mamawala din tayo sa mundong ito
gawin nating importante ang bawat sandali natin sa mundong ito
at mahalin ang ating mga magulang
respetuhin ang mga matatanda, dahil malapit na rin silang mawala sa mundong ito
galangin sila at wag silang bigyan ng problema
maging mabait sa mga kaibigan
upang wala tayong mapagsisihang oras at momento ng ating buhay
sabi nga ng nescafe
"LET'S MAKE EVERY MOMENT PERFECT"

I will miss you guys
Until the next movie!!

Whew....I just finished watching Beyblade g-revolution on youtube!! imagine how many days would it take? 2 weeks! And I finally finished it
Well here's the recap:
Tyson is now a champion. One day there was an announcement that a tag team match will take place this year, so Tyson decided if he would be tag team with Ray, Max, Kai. But an unexpected scene happened.....Ray is going back to his former team, White Tiger X. Max is sent an airplane ticket to also get back to his former team, PBB Allstars. Now Tyson needs to endure the burdens of a champion. Ray and Max wants to get back to their former team, because they want to compete with Tyson!! So it's gonna be Tyson and Kai. But an unexpected scene also happened. Kai also retreated to his former team, Blitzkrieg Boys in order to beat Tyson in the finals. Tyson's gonna decide who will be his partner, then he decides it's Daichi, the annoying brat that's always following Tyson in order to get a rematch against him. They trained and trained soon the finals gets underway. First, it's the BBA Revolution (Tyson's Team) versus White Tiger X team, so it's gonna be Tyson versus Ray. But instead of Tyson vs Ray, Ray sent his teammate Lee to battle Tyson instead of him, Tyson become enraged and challenged them to a double match, it's Ray and Lee versus Tyson and Daichi. But it the end, Tyson lost....poor Tyson, that's because they kept fighting with Daichi and it became Tyson vs Daichi. The next game is BBA Revolution versus the Barthez Battalion (who keeps cheating) so the first round starts with Daichi vs Matilda. Daichi won with default because Matilda's blade caused self-destruction (dirty trick of that bastard Barthez, actually, it's not the bladers of Barthez Battalion that is cheating, it's their coach, Barthez that will give punishment to them if they will not follow orders). And because of the self-destruction, Daichi cannot play in the next round, that means, Tyson will have to win the next round. The next round is Tyson vs Miguel of Barthez Battalion (It's same old dirty tricks that Barthez used against Tyson), but in the end, Tyson convinced Miguel that a true blader do not cheat, and beyblading is game of fun without cheating. So Miguel fought fair and square and lost, but it doesn't matter because Barthez, their coach is now but a dirty slave that has been wiped out of Miguel's team. So the BBA Revolution is in the run of 1-1 win and lose. Their next opponent is the Blitzkrieg Boys, Kai's Team. But unfortunately Hero, Tyson's coach and brother will not allow him to compete in the next round. That means Kenny and Daichi will fight the next round. In the first round, Kai lost to Daichi in an intended loss of Kai, that means Kai intended to lose because he assumes that they will certainly win because Tyson will not fight for the BBA Revolution. In the second match,  Kenny lost to Tala and broke his blade!! what a disaster for poor kenny, but with that loss Kenny made an important tactic for Daichi. The next round is Daichi vs. Tala. Because of Kenny's sacrifice, Daichi defeated Tala and defeated the blitzkrieg boys. That makes it 2-1win and lose for BBA Revolution without the help of Tyson. The next fight is BBA Revolution versus F-Dynasty. Unfortunately, Tyson and Daichi lost, because Tyson loose it's control over his beyblade, Dragoon. In this loss, Tyson was so distracted. But Daichi fought him and Tyson came back to his senses. That makes it 2-2 win and loss for BBA Revolution. Next fight will be BBA Revolution versus PBB Allstars. Actually Tyson won because Tyson came back to his senses. First round is Daichi versus Rick. It was an intense battle that wrecked up the whole beystadium, in the end Daichi won. Next fight is Tyson versus Max. Now this was a real battle of friendship. Two friends, Tyson and Max along with Ray and Kai. But in the end, Tyson won. That makes it 3-2 win and lose for BBA Revolution. Next fight will be against F-Dynasty, and Tyson and Daichi take their revenge over them as Raul and Julia defeated them in a consecutive tag team match with their teamwork. The final battle will be Blitzkrieg boys versus BBA Revolution in the finals. First round is a draw!! As Daichi and Tala rematched and was tie. Next is Tyson versus Kai, the really intense battle, that took 2 chapters!! But the champion Tyson remains champion. Things has been back to normal with Tyson, Max, Ray, Kai and Daichi. Don't forget the chick Hillary and the mechanic Kenny. But when the BEGA association replaced BBA association, with Baron as the manager!! (last year, Baron caused world destruction as he used bladers to be soldiers that took Tyson the guts to defeat him). But in this case, he stated that he wants peace, Tyson wouldn't believe after what he done years ago. so he challenged him to a 5 on 5 match. And BEGA has best bladers too!! It's Ming-Ming (The Singer), Crusher (The Strong), Mystel (The Mystery), Garland (The honorable beyblader), Brooklyn (The strongest of them all with his horrifying beyblade, Zeus!!) and Kai!? (Actually Kai changed places in order to compete with Tyson again. After one month, Tyson, Max, Ray and Daichi trained for the competition against Bega, but they still lack one player (That should be Kai!!), and Kenny upgraded their Beys with the Hard-metal part that made it a nightmare. While the BEGA association launched a competion of who will be competing with Tyson. The final battle is Kai vs Brooklyn (Kai is so damn lost in here, Brooklyn's a really horrifying opponent), in his loss, Kai promised to defeat Brooklyn (now that's the spirit). Tyson still hopes that Kai will join them. With the help of their former enemies in the tournament, F-Dynasty (Raul and Julia), PBB Allstars (Rick, Michael and Emily), White Tiger X (Lee, Mariah, the big guy, and the small guy), Barthez Battalion (Miguel and Matilda) except for the other blitzkrieg boys who currently fighting with BEGA and actually lost with Tala in the hospital. And the match begins!! First is Daichi versus Ming-Ming, Daichi actually lost because is also a strong blader (but with the spirit of sportsmanship they became friends), next is crusher versus Ray, this one's a very close battle because Ray's blade is knocked out of the stadium but is still spinning! while crusher's is on the stadium but broke? And with this, Ray lost. In the 3rd battle it's Max versus Mystel. And it was a tie! with Max's determination and outstanding defense. In the fourth battle it's Kai!! versus Brooklyn (Again), but in this rematch, Kai won and beat Brooklyn in an intense battle and Kai was admitted to the hospital in such an intense battle. In the last battle is Tyson versus Garland, and Tyson won!! In the final battle BEGA let Brooklyn fight with revenge and Tyson is competing again for the final round. In the final round Tyson combined the powers from Dranzer (Kai's beyblade), Draciel (Max's beyblade), Driger (Ray's beyblade) and Strata Dragoon (Daichi's Beyblade). And became the ultimate beyblade that defeated Brooklyn. But in the end, Brooklyn realized the true spirit of beyblading and became friends with Tyson. So Brooklyn, Garland, Mystel, Crusher, and Ming-ming will meet again with Tyson, Max, Daichi, Ray, and Kai in the championship next year. And the world of beyblading is back with the BBA!!

The end!

Latest Activites weekly
-Dota Tournament in General Santos City (In fact, I know this is funny but I am just a spectator....you know because my playing skills are not that great to be a player of the tournament)
-Exams (Boring, it is the worst thing in the whole school year, if you agree PM me)
-Semestral Break (Oh yeah!! this was the event I was looking onto)

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